Standing in the waiting rom, I just want to go home.Everything seams so real.
And now I feel like I should be concerned but I can't see much further.
Staring at me through a broken window, fall has come and all the leaves will soon be gone.
Time is growing against me, glimpse of my life is all I see.
Thinking of wall the things that makes me cry. Death's whisper in my ear is like a lullaby.
Track Name: Anger
A shadow blindfolds my sight as you're gone with the night.
It's been a week since you hate your last bite and saw a glimpse of light.
Can't keep control, I have so much to hold, I'm only feeling cold.
Everything here has turned to dark shades of grey, and I curse the sky that it won't get black.
Then nobody could see the taste for life I lack.
I don't know what took you away from here, all I know is that I'm the one stuck here.
If god does exist, he's truly selfish.
With this lump down my throat, I can't find peace with my sanity.
Track Name: Bargaining
I know I haven't been a man of prayers, but now you're gone and my knees have felt the ground.
I'm screaming words in my head, talking to no one like a dead man.
I still don't know who to turn to since I would usually turn to you.
All I know is guilt, I'm only selfish, I fell off a cliff.
I'm sinking, I still believe there's a way this wouldn't happen.
If I can do anything to get me through death and grief.
I ain't no good, at letting go.
Track Name: Depression
Drag me into this hole filled up with shame.
It has become so hopeless that my thoughts can't fit the frame.
If i'd hang on to something it would be a rope.
I forgot the need to sleep, the need to breathe.
I would rather forget how to wake up from this nightmare.
Track Name: Acceptance
The tears I feel today I'll wait to shed tomorrow. Though I'll not sleep this night Nor find surcease from sorrow.
My eyes must keep their sight: I dare not be tear-blinded. I must be free to talk
Not choked with grief, clear-minded. My mouth cannot betray The anguish that I know.